Ok...let me share my little 'experience' of starting to read Sanskrit Valmiki Ramayan.
Here goes...before the Balakanda there are many verses from Skandapuran on merits of reading the Ramayan.
Ok now that is making me feel real uneasy cos it sounds somewhat not within the realm of logic.
Its just going on and on and how one's past sins will be destroyed by reading Ramayan etc etc.
I am "what??"
Is it so easy to get rid of past 'bad' Karma? Just by reading Ramayan?
Why can't the person reading Ramayan be responsible enough to pay for his/her so called sins?
So nope...I wont believe this...does not seem right somehow.
Then while reading the stanzas I saw an small ant moving about on the page.
I thought "Ok..may be the ant is reading Ramayan too after all Valmiki came out from an ant hil"
I told the ant "I am not going to chase you..you stay in this book..if its true that it can erase sin..so may you too be erased of all sin and reach Vaikunta"
The last one line and in fact the very last word of your post betrays the psychic load that is acting on you. You can never get the meaning of GG. Not in this life. LOL.
Any way let me make one last attempt. But I will have to be brutally frank. Excuse me for that. Nothing intentional. It is only a reaction to an action.
"Ok now that is making me feel real uneasy cos it sounds somewhat not within the realm of logic."
What is the logic you are working with? If it is what you have explained in the following lines (cause and action) then read further.
I am "what??"
The answer will depend on the context. More info needed to answer this query.
Is it so easy to get rid of past 'bad' Karma? Just by reading Ramayan?
One day a young healthy muscular African Tribal was told by a Modern Doctor that his unbearable pain caused by a crystal in his kidney can be blasted using just air waves created by a machine from outside. The young man refused to believe because his cause and action logic had no place for that. He was cured.
He went to meet a Tao Master. As he started blabbering something to attract the attention of the master, the Master just blew him away. Like an ant getting blown away he was just thrown out. The young muscular and strong tribal did not have such a thing happening in his realm of logic.
Only when you experience the effect of 'reading' Ramayana you would believe. It is because your cause and effect realm of logic does not have that inside it.
now a question to you. Is there a past 'bad' karma at all? How did you come to believe it?
Why can't the person reading Ramayan be responsible enough to pay for his/her so called sins?
paying for the sins can be intolerable sometimes. It can be even the loss of a near or dear one. That would be a catastrophe for many human beings. The trauma may ultimately kill even the individual. So there is no way some payments can be tolerated. Hence the alternatives. Looking for an alternative is not being irresponsible.
Did the ant die when you closed the book. If so it has just added more load on you. LOL. Or did you blow away the ant like the Tao Master?