renuka
Well-known member
Dear Bhagawan,
Why when I know You are not the body.. I still miss Your Presence?
I know You havent "Left" but why do I still yearn for You..
Have I failed You by not understanding what life is all about be it a mere mortal or an Avatar like You.
When I recollect everything its as if it was just yesterday I knew You even though its has been 33 years since I took Your name at the tender age of 8.
I seem to have lost track of time..or is thats how its supposed to be?
What have I learnt?..I ask myself?
You have led a life for all us till Your very last breath..
You were the shade when we needed Your caring embrace..
Did I fail You I wonder?
Why do I still feel this void which nothing can replace?
You came with Your(God) made body and even that You left behind..
What looked apparently "Real" was only transient..was it Real or Unreal?I dont know..
If even Your Body was discarded finally, how long do I expect any man made structure to last?
Do I have to look to You(God) in an image or idol or in a temple anymore?
Is it time for me to look Within? Is that what You came to tell me?
Why did I spend my time complaining at times for what seemed minor now..
Why did I have anger? Why did I have sorrow? Why did I have preferences?
Its makes my heart bleed now to wonder why I never realized this earlier.
Why didnt I realize this when You were around?
Now when You are "gone"...You made me realize that there was nothing worth even lamenting...All I know Baba..I will never fail You anymore..
YouTube - Sainath Tere Hazaaron Haath (Sonu Nigam)
Why when I know You are not the body.. I still miss Your Presence?
I know You havent "Left" but why do I still yearn for You..
Have I failed You by not understanding what life is all about be it a mere mortal or an Avatar like You.
When I recollect everything its as if it was just yesterday I knew You even though its has been 33 years since I took Your name at the tender age of 8.
I seem to have lost track of time..or is thats how its supposed to be?
What have I learnt?..I ask myself?
You have led a life for all us till Your very last breath..
You were the shade when we needed Your caring embrace..
Did I fail You I wonder?
Why do I still feel this void which nothing can replace?
You came with Your(God) made body and even that You left behind..
What looked apparently "Real" was only transient..was it Real or Unreal?I dont know..
If even Your Body was discarded finally, how long do I expect any man made structure to last?
Do I have to look to You(God) in an image or idol or in a temple anymore?
Is it time for me to look Within? Is that what You came to tell me?
Why did I spend my time complaining at times for what seemed minor now..
Why did I have anger? Why did I have sorrow? Why did I have preferences?
Its makes my heart bleed now to wonder why I never realized this earlier.
Why didnt I realize this when You were around?
Now when You are "gone"...You made me realize that there was nothing worth even lamenting...All I know Baba..I will never fail You anymore..
YouTube - Sainath Tere Hazaaron Haath (Sonu Nigam)