Once you are able to control your ego you are displaying self control and this can do wonders to your attitude and in fact starts the development of spiritual power in you.
Long ago I decided that I would not engage with your post.
One can deal with a rational opinion, but you can not change an irrational POV.
Then you had your tiff with Renukaji and a-tbji.
There is a reason why the regulars are not commenting on any of these spirituality threads.
Maybe there is a reason, have you ever wondered?