Dear Sri KRS,
As you have address me too in your list I am going to try to offer some explanations.
If you feel they ring true in your heart please feel free to take them. Of course you can and should look at other sources to supplement or take another point of view/direction.
I think you have embarked on a difficult but valorous journey. Congratulations on the same!
Dear Sowbhagyavathi Chintana Ji, Sowbhagyavathi Kamakshi Ji, Sri Silverfox Ji, and Sri Amoorkan Ji,
I did not know that a mere posting of MahaPeriaval's words would create such a furor! In my postings above, everything in blue characters are the sayings of Maha Periaval from His book 'Hindu Dharma'. This book is online at
www.kamakoti.org, and so anyone can visit this site and know that what I was quoting is from His words.
Thank you. I did see that you had mentioned it was a quote from Maha Periyava.
I quoted His words prcisely because, it is relevant to our topic of discussion. Yes, we know we are 'Brahmins' but what does the word mean in today's context? Are we Brahmins with the definition of why the Varna system was divined or are we Brahmins in today's cultural and genetic concept?
If we define ourselves with the former definition, then are we following everything that our Shastras and our Gurus have dictated?
If we define with the later, what does that mean? Is Brahminism then genetic? If I marry outside of my community, am I still a 'Brahmin'? Even if I do not live the life of a Brahmin, prescribed in our scriptures and shastras, am I still a Brahmin?
If I have crossed the oceans, that was forbidden in our shastras, am I still a 'Brahmin'?
What does this mean? Who are we?
This is the question, I want to explore. Not dictate.
I am somewhat allergic to presenting categorical answers to such deep questions. I would really like to indulge in a method that helps one arrive at an appropriate answer by posing appropriate questions. But that technique may not be suitable in a public forum.
So it is with a considerable measure of diffidence that I present these words:
I think it is THOUGHTS that make one a Brahmin. (Of course, actions follow - but the reverse may not be true).
The accrual of knowledge, which to me, is the direct result of receptivity, intelligence (combined with common sense) driven actions, an intuition-based perception, a willingness to constantly learn and correct one's mistakes (it is supposed to get harder as one gets deeper within), the willingness to participate in worldly action only as a tool that serves to love and serve God (in order to realize one is just a part of a beautiful, magnificent cosmic force) - these constitute at least a part of being Brahmin. Our ancient masters who got to the ultimate stage were so good at it that they made a science out of it - called Yoga (literally means Union).
My half-a-cent.
I hope this clarifies at least a few things.
I do not know the answers to these complex questions. Nor do I know the answer to the eternal question posed by my adopted Guru, the Maharishi Ramana, 'Who am I?'
To really find out the meaning of that answer you would need spiritual training. To my knowledge, it cannot come from books and reflection alone.
So, Sowbhagyavathi Kamakshi Ji, please enlighten myself on my questions above. I do not know the answers. I have no problem in calling me names; because I know I am talking from ignorance. As I asked you before, please tell me where I have gone wrong? What specific staement of mine is contrary to your belief?
Pranams,
KRS
I hope the views I presented serve as a starting point for you. There is so much to be explored. The depths that you want to discover are solely upto you. Only you can develop your convictions. Please make sure you constantly test out any scriptural truth before you adopt it. See what makes you comfortable, see what makes you uncomfortable. Above all, I highly recommend intensifying the search/ prayers for a true guru - someone you feel comfortable having a personal relationship with. It's alright if that person is not present in the physical body - such masters don't need a form. They will come if asked with love. Do be sure to watch how you feel when you read the works of the different masters.
The minute you have a 'aha! this is it!' feeling when you read somebody's words, it usually means your search for a guru has ended.
Regards,
Chintana