Let me answer your questions:
1) Why did I permit my mind to be conditioned?
Even if I had grown up without exposure to a human society..my senses would have gained knowledge by the power of observation.
Anything animate has its built in operating system which functions to survive, there are systems in the body which function on their own, so did I allow these to function? Why did I allow my heart to beat?..thats evolution..beyond my control.
2) Gender..is it real?
Gender. ranges from XX, XY, XYY,XXY XO genetically.
But a person assigned a certain gender at birth might not identify with it hence we have cis-gender and trans-gender.
So is gender real? Yes and No.
3)Nationality and Religion are an illusion.
Nationality is real..We are the ATMA.
Religion is real..we are Prema Swaroopa..thats our religion.
4) Who gave stars names?
Ancient astronomers through the power of observation.
5) A Rose is a Rose..yes..but why you have problems with stars having names but fine with a rose?
Who gave the rose a name?
6) Coming to your question as why dont I shed my superiorty complex?
How can I shed something I never had to start with?
Any right thinking human being will realize we are neither superior nor inferior.
I dont have these struggles.
7)Who is stopping me from accepting myself?
My true self is Atma..I do put in the effort and working on the path to realize it..so no one stops me.
8)What is hindering me from breaking free from the chain and bondage of insanity?
I do not have any known mental disorders.
Coming to the insanity of the world..do I want to break free?
Yes..Jagat mithyam..the world is an illusion..some day I hope to break free..right only only Freddie Mercury's "I want to break free'" is in my mind.
9) What is it that you are attached to?
Well..I am still not a realized soul..so I am to a certain degree attached to the idea that I am the body, i am the mind, I am the sense.
Technically I know I am not all these but cant deny I am yet to go beyond it.
10) What is holding you from being a human being?
As far as I know I am human.
But just a question to you.." Who let you call us humans?"
11)Why have you allowed crows to build nest over you?
This reminds me of a Quranic story..about the man in prison who dreamt he was carrying bread on his head from which birds ate.
Prophet Yusuf who was also in the prison with the man interpreted the dream as the man would be crucified.
Coming back to your question..no crow is on my head..no nest no nothing.
My intellect isnt clouded.
12) Why have you accumulated junk in your mind?
To this my answer is entire existence is junk.
That is why we are supposed to uninstall all forms of mental conditioning to reach self realization.
13) who is stopping you from shedding the junk?
No one is stopping me from shedding junk mail from my inbox.I do practice introspection.
My observation...
Honestly from your words, I sense someone who is tired of playing games and just wants to break free and install " The way, the truth and the life"
Honestly I have no problem with that software.
It came from a highly evolved soul..an avatar born from immaculate conception.
So let your mind rest.
No worries.
