I am from Bramhin family.I used to recite Devi Mahatmya and it was really a pleasant experience.
But one day i searched for meaning of its slokas. I found one one forum that devi mahatmya is kind of psychological texts in which mahishasur means our mind,madhu kaitabh are our ego,dualities etc. And devi is the tremendous Force.
After reading furthur meaning i am feeling sad. Is it all psycological? Do devi exists only in our mind? dont she exists Physically? plz help me undersanding this concept. I feel helpless as my mind is kind of negative thinking in nature.
Another thing I recite Devi kavacham. Sometimes I experience Fear/anxiety after recitation. I dont make any pronouciation mistake. But still sometimes I fear as Devi has ugra roopas and my mind has doubts regarding devi. So any remedies?
But one day i searched for meaning of its slokas. I found one one forum that devi mahatmya is kind of psychological texts in which mahishasur means our mind,madhu kaitabh are our ego,dualities etc. And devi is the tremendous Force.
After reading furthur meaning i am feeling sad. Is it all psycological? Do devi exists only in our mind? dont she exists Physically? plz help me undersanding this concept. I feel helpless as my mind is kind of negative thinking in nature.
Another thing I recite Devi kavacham. Sometimes I experience Fear/anxiety after recitation. I dont make any pronouciation mistake. But still sometimes I fear as Devi has ugra roopas and my mind has doubts regarding devi. So any remedies?