The voices are back..
Yesterday morning I started hearing voices again. and my phone for some reason suddenly died and would not turn on. I was completely disoriented yesterday morning and tried to stay in bed. But the confusion continued and I tried to go to the police station in st.kilda. But then I decided to go and have a chat with prashant my college classmate and went to chelsea. I had a good talk with him and left their home when it was suggested that their family might get into trouble.
Today I am again hearing the voices. The voices are telling me they are the ones who created all the problems for me and they will ruin my life if I did not listen to them. They said they are here to pacify me and wanted me to stay calm. They said if I did not do as they say they will ruin my life completely. I told them that its ok that all this has happened but they need to come in front and face me and say that all this happened which they now regret. Them, even at this time, coming back and trying to force me to do things and threatening further destruction is not welcome. I am happy to sit down, talk and shake hands with them if they will only come down to equal grounds and say they regret what has happened. Then we can go forward. Otherwise there is nothing more for me to loose. Not that I am going out and take to violence. But they are not going to force me anymore or give commands.
I just called my brother to get the mental health triage number. Surprisingly the mental health helpline card I had and the card of the Mental health clinic near epping is suddenly missing. Lets see if I can get to medical help.
I do know that back in 2007 itself, scientific experiments have proved that a man can move a slider on a computer screen when there are surface based connections placed on his brain. I dont know if they have already found a way to put thoughts in peoples brains.
But I am just throwing up my hands and once again saying.. sarvam srikrishnarpanamasthu.
Yesterday morning I started hearing voices again. and my phone for some reason suddenly died and would not turn on. I was completely disoriented yesterday morning and tried to stay in bed. But the confusion continued and I tried to go to the police station in st.kilda. But then I decided to go and have a chat with prashant my college classmate and went to chelsea. I had a good talk with him and left their home when it was suggested that their family might get into trouble.
Today I am again hearing the voices. The voices are telling me they are the ones who created all the problems for me and they will ruin my life if I did not listen to them. They said they are here to pacify me and wanted me to stay calm. They said if I did not do as they say they will ruin my life completely. I told them that its ok that all this has happened but they need to come in front and face me and say that all this happened which they now regret. Them, even at this time, coming back and trying to force me to do things and threatening further destruction is not welcome. I am happy to sit down, talk and shake hands with them if they will only come down to equal grounds and say they regret what has happened. Then we can go forward. Otherwise there is nothing more for me to loose. Not that I am going out and take to violence. But they are not going to force me anymore or give commands.
I just called my brother to get the mental health triage number. Surprisingly the mental health helpline card I had and the card of the Mental health clinic near epping is suddenly missing. Lets see if I can get to medical help.
I do know that back in 2007 itself, scientific experiments have proved that a man can move a slider on a computer screen when there are surface based connections placed on his brain. I dont know if they have already found a way to put thoughts in peoples brains.
But I am just throwing up my hands and once again saying.. sarvam srikrishnarpanamasthu.